I miss you Um Naief. I can't stand it. The house is so empty and quiet. I thought I liked that before but I guess with you being here for almost 3 months, I have changed. I go around and everything that I touch or look at reminds me of all of you. Everything.
I miss you all so much that it hurts. I have never been so lonely and sad. Never in my life. I have not slept, I have not eaten, I have cried with Mom for 3 days straight. If only you knew....
"If Only's", "What If's" and we "could have", "should have", "would have", keep going around around around in this head of mine.
I love you with all my heart. I say it not enough and show it less often.
I can't stand that you are gone. So so so far away...
Until another day we will be together. If only it were tomorrow.
If only.
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Bittersweet indeed, but at least you did get to spend time with them. Cheer up Jahooni. Cheers!!
It is soo hard when family is far away. I feel terrible for you. Force your sister to get a webcam or something so that you have some "visits" with her and the baby.
A very touching post, Jahooni. I live 700 miles away from my family and best friends. It aint easy!
:(
I'm sorry they had to leave Jahooni. It's always so hard to live so far apart. Thank goodness there is the internet and video cameras and webcams and all that great stuff. It's not the same but it's better than nothing!
yeah, that's pretty much how i would feel if the waif moved to bahrain. or anywhere else. you have my empathy.
Thanks everyone...
we have skype and webcab and all that, but it isn't the same.
I will cheer up. Give me a few days and a few beers! ;)~
Kara,
you're back!!! ;)~
Jay,
Next post is going to be about you kicking my butt in Scabulous. Cheater!
How affectionate you are. Can I be your sister?
Gorilla,
I would pet you and pet you and feed you bisquits. and bananas of course! ;)~
It hurts when you are so far apart. These days it is so much easier though (but still far from easy) - with the internet and all. One can communicate and see pictures of eachother and all that.
Growing up thousands of miles from half of my family, I know about this. It is still far, and wherever I go there will be people that are too far away from me.
You'll just have to keep in touch and try to get back together soon again.
Being new here I don't know the story behind the story, so I'll just say hi and wish you well.
Start planning a return trip!
Sending a big Rock Chef hug your way!
awwwwwwwwwww
:~~~o(
HUGS!
Hey Jahooni,
Just wanted to visit and say hi!
Hope you adjust quickly to the parting of you and your sister. [great picture by the way]
Also, I AM trying for that peach!
7:30's not to bad! Ha ha
Micky T,
I want to win the peach... gosh darn it!
What picture is nice.. the one of the baby right? ;)~
7:30am is EARLY!!!
You and your sister.
Your daughter too!
I am sure you miss your Sis... Great pictures!
Hey I noticed pics with sailboats in it, is that San Diego? My first boat "Caprifol" that I sailed from Antigua to Maine lives there now. There was a six page spread about her [and a little of me] in last Augusts issue of Sailing Magazine.
Micky T-
we went to Long Beach Marina that day...
I only know that she was on Shelter Island.
Oh Well!
Talk atcha later!
you know, you are a poet!!!
i miss you too... more than you can imagine.
i know what you mean about the should have's, could have's and would have's... and if only's... i'm the same. i found myself doing the same in my head and wishing we would have spent more time doing various things... but, there's always the next time. just remember that. it's not like i'm gone forever.
too bad we don't have the internet right now or i would also make a post. as soon as we get it back, i will.
i miss all of you like crazy. thank you for this beautiful post. you're a dear, loving, kind and much missed sister!!!
Makes me miss my family as well.
Hope you get to see each other soon.
Cute, cute and cuter! What a great looking family and what a great group of smiles.
Hold on to the good memories and set aside the sense of absence for awhile.
Keep the warmth and enjoy it while its fresh...
I really won't feel much better until after Thursday when I'm finally on Insulin. I hate the idea of it but if it helps I'm all for it.
Great pics, i really liked 5th and 6th and also the rest. But the pic of Katelyn feeding Naief i think is just ADORABLE!!!
Time has passed so quicky and Um Naief already left, with me being so busy at work i didnt even notice.
Take care and as it was said above, plan your trip to Bahrain.
Take Care.
I know how it feels... and I'm sorry that you do too. ;-P)
Aw, what a cute family!
Sending virtual hugs by first class post.
{{{hugs}}}
J.. you are making my heart ache for you. I am so sorry you are sad.
I wish I could take it all away.
I will keep you and yours in my prayers.
That pic of your daughter is too damn cute for words!
Makes me want to post a pic of my nieces child that's almost that cute.
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